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workout

 yo who else likes the feeling of being sore after a workout 

its genuinely a little disappointing if i work out and feel normal the next day 😭i swear im not a masochist lolol its just satisfying cuz it feels like you really worked out well 

i dont like it if its so bad that i can barely walk or moves my arms tho. and it lasts for days thats not fun. like 1 day is plenty enough thanks 

also kinda related bruh my grip strength disappeared into thin air for some reason 😭😭i used to have crazy grip strength when i was younger. when i did jiu jitsu i was lowk the best at it. and in 4th grade too we had this spinning wheel thing on the playground and i always hung on the longest along with some other people. now my grip strength is just ok. but recently it literally disappeared cuz my hands hurt so bad after just 1 rep of a deadlift. genuinely how did this happen 💀it wasnt like this last time i did deadlifts arghh

Whiplash (2014)

 

I watched Whiplash today......... omg.... it was so peak ngl...... Ok basically it's about this drummer (Andrew) who is in the best music school of the country. His mentor, Fletcher, is extremely unhinged and abusive, and pushes Andrew to his absolute limits in an attempt to help him become not just good, but great to put it simply. 

The cinematography, the acting, the music, the abruptness and tension. Omg. Seeing someone so full of passion, drive, and tenacity. Someone who rejects everything in pursuit of greatness. Absolute cinema. The ending was insane as well. This movie kept going in directions I didn't expect. I watched in on TV so I don't have any screenshots but I also liked the color toning in Whiplash a lot. Everything is very rich and green.

It also has themes of pressure in the creative industry and toxicity (Fletcher is legit insane), depending on how you look at it this movie is a tragedy overall. 

Ts movie the best one I've seen in 2026 so far.. it wasn't dragging or rushing. 🥁

I never knew drumming could elicit so much
emotion like this the acting was so good 

beautiful city

 bruhh the fact that people are still asking me if i just moved here to this school 💀💀💀with graduation in 4 months 😭bro i get this comment every damn year. ive genuinely got to be the most unpopular person in my school not even joking. its kinda funny 

 

i think about this video every day 

also i didnt realize i havent posted in so long i thought it was only 2 days lol

room

 i cant wait to decorate my dorm room when i go to college 😸i always kinda had a plain room. the last place i lived in i decorated it a little bit but thats it. im gonna go ham in college (if i can afford it lol). im also gonna print a big poster of my dog and hang it up so i can look at it every day. she's the cutiest thing in the world 😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰

spicy food

 bruh for some reason i cant eat spicy food at all

even as a kid i remember my mom/grandma would dunk kimchi in water and rinse if off so i could eat it 😭💔

even my dad can eat spicy food better than me 💀my mom is always so confused on why i cant eat even mildly spicy things shskfn 

also i dont like kimchi that much. but thats mostly bc i dont like any fermented foods/drinks. i hate pickles the most, how could you ruin cucumbers like that...but i still eat kimchi sometimes though. trying to eat more nowadays (and spicy food too). i like kkakdugi and oi sobagi the most :D

i need to up my spice tolerance fr im missing out on so many peak dishes