does anyone else have a million split ends in their hair
i have so many and its bothered me ever since i realized i have split ends years ago ๐ ive been manually cutting them off, prob cut off hundreds of hair strands by now. im never doing anything to my hair again... im never getting a perm again... i just want long healthy hair
some of the split ends in my hair were GNARLY bro literally 1 strand splitting off into 6+ pieces eughh ๐ญits reallyy satisfying to cut them off though
guess who took the sat today. this was the worst experience ever im not even exaggerating ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐
FIRST OF ALL!! for some reason my computer would NOT connect the the wifi no matter what. some nice person even tried to help me but it still wasnt working. so i was holding everyone back for at least 15 mins and everyone was looking at me holy ☹️๐ great way to start the day. so i ended up starting like an hour late along with 5 other people. there were so many problems not just connecting to wifi sighh.. but everything else was quick compared to that.
bro reading and writing module 2 was genuinely insane. it was like taking a damn science test not a reading test ๐ญ๐ญI DO NOT CARE ABOUT THE VEINS ON A LEAF OR THE SPECIES ON SOME 40 MILLION YEAR OLD ISLAND OR WHAT DEPTH SHELLS UNDER THE SEA HATCH!! omG half the questions and passages were genuinely so dense and long that i had to guess on like 7 of them cuz i ran out of time. im so maddd cuz r&w is the only thing im good at and ik i couldve done so much better ughh but there was no time and some questions really were ridiculous. im not tweaking out either hundreds of people had the same experience even tutors!!!
math wasnt good either but then again im not particularly good at math so i cant really tell anything ๐ญ but lots of people said math was also unusually hard.
also i was sitting right in front of the proctors desk bc i had to charge my borrowed laptop and this was the worst decision ever ๐ญeverything was good for the first module! then she started constantly drinking water loudly and eating all kinds of food wtf. this lasted all the way until the last module was halfway over btw. think i have some sort of misophonia because the chewing, gulping, and mouth noises she was making genuinely infuriated me and it was all i could focus on๐and there was also a lively cheerleading team practicing outside our classroom. so i couldnt concentrate at all ๐๐๐proctors eating/drinking during testing time should be illegal.
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| how i felt during that rw section. during the whole experience really |
shouldve taken the september sat rughhjgk everyone said that was really easy. ofc the next one has to be diabolical. i heard people say there were literally kids sobbing in the test room. you cant make ts up man ๐also the comments ppl are making about this sat are killing me theyre so funny to read. we all suffering together rn๐๐๐
well, looks like i have to go test-optional ๐ฌ if i was majoring in art this would be maybe fine, but for other things... ok but everyone else seemed to struggle a lot for this sat so i hope theres a huge curve ๐ป
Today's song OTD is Sienna by The Marias! Ik this is supposed to be a sad song but I never saw it that way. I love how dreamy this song feels. The part at 2:25, there's something so romantic (?) about it sighhh.
ok first of all happy october i was gonna post yesterday but i accidentally fell asleep at like 9pm lol. theres only 2 months of the year left!!!!! how crazy. i feel like i should be getting a lot done this month ahhhh!!! need to delete my procrastination issues ong
anyway. i really wanna befriend someone older... like 60-80. even 30+ idc. maybe there will be a volunteering option where theres gonna be old people that i can do. man i just really want someone who can give me life advice and can be like a role model idk ๐ญ๐ญi want to listen to all their life stories. i love listening to people talk!! and we can keep each other company ๐๐since a lot of older people are lonely. everyone lonely nowadays.
last post as a minor haha did the title scare you
bruhh omg im turning 18 so soon and i didnt gaf but now im starting to panic it feels real now ๐ญ someone save me.... im gonna kms
i hope i dont cry on my birthday again. i alr know its gonna be so mid.
its so scary to grow up
i wasted my entire childhood
chat am i cooked ๐ข๐ข๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐๐๐๐ฃ
i want to learn how to sing so bad buruhh
this is all because of a music video i watched it genuinely changed my entire view on singing tbh. i think its been almost a year since i saw that video tho now. i never had any interest in singing before but that video made me want to learn to sing so bad. and there was no dancing in there but it also made me think of dancing more positively too. maybe im too old to learn how to sing now tho. i shouldve started at 16 or early 17.
chat should i get a job just so i have money to get singing lessons
maybe i should ask for it for my birthday. im scared to ask tho ๐๐ญ๐ญ
