ever since i got back from college why do i feel so tired and lethargic all the time 😭😭im even getting more sleep than i did back over there wtf. i have a lot of things i want/need to do but i just feel so lazy and tired man. oh my gah dont tell me im one of those people that need a strict structure/schedule to get things done 😭😭noooooo 

been wanting to do this template for a while

 

random but ive seen ppl replace
mouse with horse for some reason

also i love that mira has a long face, female chars esp in cartoons and anime always have a round face. her hair is so fun to draw too :D

idek how i came up with this

 

i miss making anj fanart i used to have so many ideas but never drew them

one more doodle

type of friendship i could only dream about

 

Bruh youve gotta be joshing me rn..

Suddenly remembering this one moment in 4th grade. Ok basically I was moving away so like saying bye to my classmates n stuff. And they also were saying a few things too. This one boy.... oh man I don't remember exactly what he said but it was like "I didn't even notice you were in the room half the time" (cuz I was the quiet kid) and then something else i don't remember what he said tbh but it was nice? Like "but you're chill/ a nice person" idk. It's the first part that really stuck with me 💀 I took it as a compliment at the time but now I realize that's kinda a weird thing to say 😭 why did I take that as a compliment 😭😭

I remember 4th grade so clearly it was a crazy year lots of memories 

Helpppr ☹️ school vent

Art school is killing me 😭😭 my arm and back hurt from drawing in uncomfortable environments 😭 I miss my old desk and chair man

Bruh the food here is so repetitive and most of it tastes mid to bad and is unhealthy 💔😔

My skin got worse since I got here and my eczema also came back on both arms and its so painful AHHHHHHH I'm gonna crash out. And I'm sick of the moldy dorms and showers 😭

Also need to draw so quickly to meet deadlines and its lowkey stressful idk what happened but I draw really slowly now 💀 only for lineart tho. 

The grind never stops.... 

I wonder how much worse going to college fr will be... imagine doing art and also having other classes and juggling grades and chores and living in a small dorm with a roommate for 4+ years AND being in debt omg. 

Fashun thoughts

Brahhh I really wish to be able to express myself through my appearance more 😭 or just look how I wish I looked. I wanna wear clothes from a variety of styles, seeing all the different kinds of things people wear online is sooo amazing fr. Also think it would be cool to try some styles once just for fun like goth or lolita or gyaru idk.

Unforch.. I'm poor and not confident so I can't 😭 Maybe when I'm an adult/move out from parents home... Who else has a parent that never really let you pick your own clothes 💔💔 so u just wear whatever and don't even know what you want anymore cuz u never got the chance to choose what you liked 

Omg also I think it would be really fun to do a cosplay with a group of friends. And wearing fun/vibrant makeup styles looks cool too. Alsoo I really want to cut/dye my hair different colors but I'm also tryna grow it smh my head

Ok last thing I love people who are dedicated to a style fr 🫶🫶 (Or wearing a silly outfit like a lorax costume lol.) I just love seeing their fits/makeup. Its nice to see people who can express themselves like that unabashedly ourghhf. There are a few of those types of people in my school rn. Maybe cuz this is an art school lol