Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is 愛して愛して愛して (Love me, Love me, Love me) covered by Ado! How can her voice sound so angelic and so powerful at the same time 😭 I love the screaming I love songs where women scream fr. Loveee the vocal growl/fry sm. Also it's insane how her live sounds so much better than the studio version. Sooo peakkk this is my repeat song rn. 

did a gratitude journal for 3 weeks

Decided to start a gratitude journal cuz apparently it’s really good for you and for happiness y'know. So I finally finished yesterday yayy and it kinda worked I think. Didn't get life changing results but it helped. It made me feel less annoyed at things and enjoy doing stuff I hated more and be slightly happier. I think it also helped with anxiety a little and I became slightly more social. It also helped me appreciate things more. Cuz even if I had a bad day I could still look back and find a few things I was grateful for, and that made the day seem less bad. Idk if I'll continue doing this maybe 3 more weeks to see if it improves my mental health any further 

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is Tell Me by FIFTY FIFTY! Listening to my old liked songs again. Happy music happy life 👍This song feels like a montage of nice memories with friends 

 Does anyone else think it's too late for them 😭 like there's suddenly so many things I wanna do/learn but idk I feel like I'm starting too late. Which is kinda crazy bc I'm not even an adult yet. But lots of people that become good at something and do their passion professionally start so early like professional figure skaters start at 4 years old and if you start too late you can never realize your full potential. Wish I could restart my life sometimes 💔 I still got time but I'll never get my wasted years back 😭

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is A Quick One Before the Eternal Worm Devours Connecticut

anj

had a dream about anj the other day..... i was looking on this website and there was a list of most popular manga. and anj was in the #1 spot. also there were like 5 official english translation books and i was so excited & wanted to read them 😂 dont remember the rest of the dream.. i should start writing my dreams down again so my memory gets better. also whenever i have an anj-related dream its so random/weird for some reason.

also since we're on the topic i just found out that all of 尾藤イサオ's anj songs got removed from spotify 😭😭😭💔💔💔 omg NOOOOO why does this always happen man. now i have to scour the internet to find these songs again. kms. 

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is くちづけ (Kiss) by BUCK-TICK! Been obsessed with this song. The part at 2:07 insane so good so catchy