room

 i cant wait to decorate my dorm room when i go to college 😸i always kinda had a plain room. the last place i lived in i decorated it a little bit but thats it. im gonna go ham in college (if i can afford it lol). im also gonna print a big poster of my dog and hang it up so i can look at it every day. she's the cutiest thing in the world 😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰

spicy food

 bruh for some reason i cant eat spicy food at all

even as a kid i remember my mom/grandma would dunk kimchi in water and rinse if off so i could eat it 😭💔

even my dad can eat spicy food better than me 💀my mom is always so confused on why i cant eat even mildly spicy things shskfn 

also i dont like kimchi that much. but thats mostly bc i dont like any fermented foods/drinks. i hate pickles the most, how could you ruin cucumbers like that...but i still eat kimchi sometimes though. trying to eat more nowadays (and spicy food too). i like kkakdugi and oi sobagi the most :D

i need to up my spice tolerance fr im missing out on so many peak dishes 

 ayoot bruh why work actually cool like fr there like my coworkers are gen cool and interesting 😮there's a guy that knows about 7-ish languages omggg and all my coworkers are so nice and helpful. even the really old guys (well i only talked to one) have interesting stories. 

also im so grateful for this girl teaching me everything all the secrets and tips 😭🙏absolute lifesaver 

some people were shocked that i was in high school and having a job 💀cuz theres a lot of rich families here and not many ppl work apparently. but idk if this is true at least in my school it seems like a lot of ppl have part-time jobs 

born to have curly hair forced to have straight hair

 bruhh curly hair genuinely most beautiful hair type ever. one time i did curls and it turned out soo good it was 11/10 peak. i dont wanna post a pic of myself so heres my artistic rendition:

it looked so amazing burh. even this drawing doesnt do it justice. my straight hair is so boring and flat in comparison. i feel like straight hair looks good 15% of the time. mann but i cant recreate how my hair came out that day tho even after trying several times 😭💔💔🥀tragic........ 

also i always did my hair the lazy way with just dry hair and doing it the right way (damp hair) really makes a difference wow. it lasts a couple days now. it does loosen by the end of the day depending on the style but not as much as with dry hair. if i used hairspray too it might be even better lol 

the way a 600 dollar curler lasts 5 mins on my hair but some random socks leave days-long curls 💀i hated my fine limp white hair for not being able to do anything but after discovering heatless curls i like my hair more now  

 does anyone read "asl" as "as life" ik it means as hell but it doesnt look like it. same with "ash" but asl is better than ash cuz ash is already a real word 💀

work lowkey fun

 bruhh i finally finished my training videos arc 😭😭🙏🙏it was boring af ngl. but i had 1 hour left in my shift so i got to go to the floor for the first time 🤯

it was actually lowkirkinuely fun....... the other person in my department was really nice and helpful bruh. he teaching me everything. he's only been working here for like 2, 3 months max tho so its like a newbie teaching a newbie 💀but yeah. he also said theres mostly young ppl in this department yayy 

he introduced to me other employees and they said welcome to home depot hell and prison😭😭😭yoo everyone is saying i got a bad department but idk. maybe once i actually work ill hate it ? ☠️

honestly so glad to get out of training,,.. customers dont seem too bad so far.... this job is gonna be like free therapy fr. im gonna get paid to learn how to socialize 😎

 im crying burh my school is gonna do a bunch of cool activities for seniors in the spring and i cant go to any of them cuz i have no friends and will just be out of place 💀💀😭😭😭😭😭😭my heart hurts