spicy food

 bruh for some reason i cant eat spicy food at all

even as a kid i remember my mom/grandma would dunk kimchi in water and rinse if off so i could eat it 😭💔

even my dad can eat spicy food better than me 💀my mom is always so confused on why i cant eat even mildly spicy things shskfn 

also i dont like kimchi that much. but thats mostly bc i dont like any fermented foods/drinks. i hate pickles the most, how could you ruin cucumbers like that...but i still eat kimchi sometimes though. trying to eat more nowadays (and spicy food too). i like kkakdugi and oi sobagi the most :D

i need to up my spice tolerance fr im missing out on so many peak dishes 

 ayoot bruh why work actually cool like fr there like my coworkers are gen cool and interesting 😮there's a guy that knows about 7-ish languages omggg and all my coworkers are so nice and helpful. even the really old guys (well i only talked to one) have interesting stories. 

also im so grateful for this girl teaching me everything all the secrets and tips 😭🙏absolute lifesaver 

some people were shocked that i was in high school and having a job 💀cuz theres a lot of rich families here and not many ppl work apparently. but idk if this is true at least in my school it seems like a lot of ppl have part-time jobs 

born to have curly hair forced to have straight hair

 bruhh curly hair genuinely most beautiful hair type ever. one time i did curls and it turned out soo good it was 11/10 peak. i dont wanna post a pic of myself so heres my artistic rendition:

it looked so amazing burh. even this drawing doesnt do it justice. my straight hair is so boring and flat in comparison. i feel like straight hair looks good 15% of the time. mann but i cant recreate how my hair came out that day tho even after trying several times 😭💔💔🥀tragic........ 

also i always did my hair the lazy way with just dry hair and doing it the right way (damp hair) really makes a difference wow. it lasts a couple days now. it does loosen by the end of the day depending on the style but not as much as with dry hair. if i used hairspray too it might be even better lol 

the way a 600 dollar curler lasts 5 mins on my hair but some random socks leave days-long curls 💀i hated my fine limp white hair for not being able to do anything but after discovering heatless curls i like my hair more now  

 does anyone read "asl" as "as life" ik it means as hell but it doesnt look like it. same with "ash" but asl is better than ash cuz ash is already a real word 💀

work lowkey fun

 bruhh i finally finished my training videos arc 😭😭🙏🙏it was boring af ngl. but i had 1 hour left in my shift so i got to go to the floor for the first time 🤯

it was actually lowkirkinuely fun....... the other person in my department was really nice and helpful bruh. he teaching me everything. he's only been working here for like 2, 3 months max tho so its like a newbie teaching a newbie 💀but yeah. he also said theres mostly young ppl in this department yayy 

he introduced to me other employees and they said welcome to home depot hell and prison😭😭😭yoo everyone is saying i got a bad department but idk. maybe once i actually work ill hate it ? ☠️

honestly so glad to get out of training,,.. customers dont seem too bad so far.... this job is gonna be like free therapy fr. im gonna get paid to learn how to socialize 😎

 im crying burh my school is gonna do a bunch of cool activities for seniors in the spring and i cant go to any of them cuz i have no friends and will just be out of place 💀💀😭😭😭😭😭😭my heart hurts

aging

 im starting to hate this trend of everyone thinking they're unc man

everyone is so scared to age like ohh im turning 18 in 2 years im so cooked oh im gonna be 23 in 2031 😭calculating your age in future years doesnt help anything everyone will get older its better to enjoy your current age. i didnt even think/worry about turning 18 that much until a couple months beforehand. yeah its scary to get older but people acting like its the end of the line once youre 17 💀as if once you're not a teenager anymore youre some emaciated old dog that needs to be put down

how 14 (and lower) year olds think about anyone 16+

seeing all this stuff makes me feel bad too but in the grand scheme we (mostly talking abt gen z) arent old 😭and constantly thinking about how old you get each year sounds so tiring it cant be all that bad 

i too am kinda scared of getting older but im excited to see what will happen in the future. i cant wait to put my high school years behind me and im so glad im old enough to be graduating this year. im sick of hs!!! the rules and policies get worse every year :\ personally im really looking forward to turning 25! i feel like itll be a good age to be. excited for 20's in general seems like a cool decade 

ok also since we on the topic i wonder what age ill finally look like a real adult. cuz everyone thinks im like 14 💀 i want to wear more adult-like stuff but when i try it looks so out of place bc of my baby face 😭 even i think i look 13-15 at times

and last thing. i hear about people in their 20's and 30's complaining about having all sorts of body pains and stuff. bruh how does your body deteriorate that quickly it has to be because of a sedentary lifestyle most of the time 😭😭😭you gotta workout and stretch or youre not gonna age well dawg. ok i dont wanna lecture about this a lot bc i have back pain sometimes. i cant tell if its bc of my scoliosis or not tho. its the worst when i have to sit for a long time or stretch too much. yo can someone come up with a cure for scoliosis thats not surgery </3