bruh i cant believe this is basically my last summer break for HS. yeah theres technically another break after 12th but that doesnt really count imo. by then ill be an adult. and after graduation ill be probably busy looking for a j*b or college prep idk.
only got a few weeks left of break... lowkey its really sad. normal people hang out with their friends a lot during summer break and ill never get to experience that at this point ๐ญ time feels like its slipping by too quickly. and it feels like its kinda too late for things even though people tell me stuff like "your life has barely begun."
sighh also i dont really want to be an adult soon. the thought of not being legally considered a child anymore is so terrifying to me. why cant adulthood be when you turn 20/21. your brain doesnt even fully mature until 25+. and 18 is still technically a teen year even if youre legally an adult. is there even much difference between 17 and 18... tbh im kinda conflicted about turning 18 because people say it gets better but also idk. ive also heard people who are 65 still feeling 17 in their head. i dont know if thats terrifying or comforting ๐ญ๐ญi wonder what age ill feel like a real adult cuz i still feel like a 13 year old and have the same feelings as my 3rd grade self ๐
anyway i need to lock in and get work done for the rest of this summer but my procrastination is so bad lol. i dont wanna study for SATS ๐ญ i hate math!!
why did we both kinda make the same post today twin
ReplyDeleteikr ppl say that your life has barely begun. but ur teenager years are truly special because u dont have as much responsibilites and have a lot more chances
so true abt being afraid of turning 18 its so scary man i dont wanna be an adult with responsibilities!!! i steel feel mentally 14 too dont worry gang theres lots of ppl out there like you and me esp cuz of covid as well. it will all be better in the end
lock in and good luck! its gonna be okay.
our brainwaves mustve been syncing on that day..
Deletefr your teen years are gonna be so diff from adult years and you can never get that back once you miss it.. my life may have "barely begun" to others but for me this has been my whole life- of missing chances and being alone
thank you bro i hope adulthood isnt that scary for all of us who are afraid of growing up ๐ญ