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Going on a goofy ahh trip 

Sybau everyone ❤️❤️❤️ (stay young beautiful and unique)

grrahh

making a one-shot is so hard bruh i only have to lineart and color but its 40 pages and i got less than a week now 💀 i hate linearting i wish i could just use my sketches 😤 i just wanna be done with ts idec about the comic anymore 😭

how it feels to draw with a strict deadline.. 
someone needa lock me up like this so i can
get all my work done fr

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is どしゃ降りの雨の中で (In the Pouring Rain?) by Akiko Wada! This is such a beautiful song. I love how this sounds distinctly Japanese too. Love all the instruments in here.. the lyrics are sad but it sounds kinda buoyant. Also Akiko's background is really interesting and crazy wow 

eczema pmo so bad!!!

 I HATE ECZEMA!!! ts pmo soo bad holyy. and it NEVER goes away, theres always a random flare-up bruh i dont wanna deal with this for my entire life....... it burns and itches so bad omg it feels like putting your skin on a hot stove 😭 and trying to fix it with lotion or whatever makes it even worse. my eczema used to be so bad and i thought it was better but it always comes back 💀 genuinely the most uncomfortable feeling to have on your skin. looks and feels so ugly and gross. why do i have so many physical and mental problems man 💔

me fighting the urge to itch my skin

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is Mayonaka no Tennis Coat by Kingo Hamada! I love how deep and rich the instruments sound in this song! It very much gives yearning for something vibes 

 oh my goodness... i finally did it.. i got myself to reach and stay at just over 100lbs 😭😭 omg this took so long i was stuck in the 90lbs range for forever. we defeating emaciation with this one!!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is Dreamy by Dan Fontaine! The title already describes this song lol. Sounds like something that would play in a warmly lit cafe on a rainy night. What a peaceful song.. daydreamy type song.. 

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is the main theme of  Amore Mio Aiutami! This song sounds so dreamy and beautiful... it makes me sad. Also on summer break now, it feels so weird and bittersweet this year for some reason

art doodless

 

Art stuff omggg. Drew this during english class today cuz I was bored. Lowkey so fun to draw in that class cuz i sit in the back next to some other artists & the atmosphere is so cozy. Ok anyway really like how this turned out ngl... feels like this is the first "real" thing ive drawn in ages. Its not perfect but everything came out so cute methinks 

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is Ocean Bomb by babyMINT! Been listening to more Chinese music lately! I love this song; it sounds so bubbly/reverb-like idk how to explain. I love the vocal delay in it too!! And the clicky-ness. This song is so satisfying to listen to and so summery hehe 

who else got these fears?!

1. bad hearing, idk why but im really precious about my hearing. i never listen to loud music even if i want to. i hate places with loud music like parties!!! and also fitness places why do they blast their music so loud. just because the music is loud doesnt mean im gonna be more motivated to work out 💀 tried this one boxing place one time and omg after the class i literally couldnt hear right for almost an hour. felt like i was underwater smh my head. im so paranoid about getting hearing damage 😭 i dont want tinnitus or sum later down the line, now that would be hell.

2. stairs. bruh if i even stumble for even one second on the stairs my heart feels like it stops. im so scared of falling down the stairs and injuring myself in some way. like maybe i knock my teeth out 😭 my mom told me story once, a girl had a chopstick in her mouth while going down the stairs and fell, and the chopstick stabbed through her throat and she died 😭😭 so many people get injured/die from stairs... its crazy...... 

3. eye injuries/going blind. lowkey i dont think life would be worth it if i couldnt see. i already have bad eyesight loll it makes life so annoying. people who have 20/20 vision are so blessed 💔 feel like its surprisingly easy to get an eye injury, like anything could happen. 

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is Sugar by Mass of the Fermenting Dregs! I love the energy here. And the cover looks really yummy too

 does anyone else like eating raw pasta. not uncooked pasta but cooked just no sauce. its really good it feels like a palate cleanser yknow 

Song OTD

Today's song OTD is Sonho do Brasil! This song feels like skipping and twirling through a grassy field dotted with bright red flowers during golden hour
 

its june

 happy june yall! we're officially at the halfway mark of 2025... well tbh its not exactly half but idc. guys this is so crazy .. school is almost done.. summer will be here soon. how come the days and months go by so quickly💔one blink and the next school year will start at this rate. anyway i hope it gets warmer soon, i wanna go to the beach this month. hope june and july dont fly by too quickly