Sunday, April 27, 2025

Finished When Life Gives You Tangerines......

 I finally finished WLGYT this morning!! Holyyyy it was actually so good, I didn't know what to expect going in bc I just decided to watch it on a whim one night. But omg.,, I don't think I've ever cried so much over a piece of media before๐Ÿ˜ญLiterally every single episode got me tearing up crying my eyes out. It's a simple yet complexed and a beautiful story with amazing acting. The whole thing felt so raw and real. Watching this was such an experience can't even put it into words... 

Loved all the themes of resilience despite adversity, poverty, love, the burdens of parenthood, the role of women changing in society, personal growth, how fleeting life is etc through multiple generations. Ngl I didn't think I'd like that WLGYT would span multiple generations, but it actually worked out well and I didn't mind it in the end.

Also this kdrama got me thinking about my parents and how they're getting slowly older .. and what they had to go through in their own lives. Idk it's really depressing to think about. The stuff about parents/parenthood got me crying the most. I've never wanted kids before but this got me thinking about it a little... how different a life with kids would be. 

Also also, I think WLGYT hit me emotionally just as much as or more than Ashita no Joe did ๐Ÿคฏ They're not super similar exactly, but it gave me the same feelings as AnJ did. The more I think about the ending the sadder/more bittersweet I feel omg.... just like AnJ fr. 

WLGYT did feel a little slow/boring at some times (which is why it took me a while to finish), but it's a slice of life and it always managed to pick back up after a while. It's better if you don't binge it probably. But still, this is a 10/10. Best kdrama I've ever watched for sure. Idk if anything like this could be made again. I wish I could watch this all over again, already miss the story and characters and it hasn't even been a full day </3 My eyes were swollen from crying after finishing the last ep lol


why is it so hard to gain weight ๐Ÿ˜ญ

 just found out that im about 3 pounds away from being in the 'severely underweight' category ๐Ÿ’€ youve gotta be kidding me bro. been trying to gain weight for the past few months but it always drops back down to where i started ๐Ÿ˜ญ tired of being like a chopstick ๐Ÿ’” and being cold all the time. guess i just have to work out a lot more๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is Easy Lover by Philip Bailey and Phil Collins! Fell in love with this song the instant it started omg. That opening is insane. Love 80's music so much. This also sounds kinda nostalgic/deja vu at times maybe I've heard it before .. 

Thursday, April 24, 2025

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is Talk that Talk by TWICE! Listening to more kpop again. I've heard this song before but for some reason, listening to it today, it just hit different. Tell me what you wantt tell me what you need 

Wednesday, April 23, 2025

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is Kiss a Kitty by CHUU! I really love this style of editing for the visuals :) Had this song on loop for the past day. It's really catchy 

cant draw anymore ๐Ÿ’”

 bruh idk what happened but ever since i did that noriko sketch from march i havent been able to draw anything well except for 1 thing ๐Ÿ’€ literally tried drawing 25+ different things but only managed to finish one after a while. what happened ๐Ÿ˜ญ maybe going back to traditional art and studies will fix me ๐Ÿ˜ฃ

heres the thing i did btw. drew my old ocs from this post: Mon Blog: Search results for oc concept      ngl kinda love these 2 again, think i have a couple storyline drafts for them too..? man i always talk abt writing stories for my ocs and then abandon them a few days later ๐Ÿ˜‚

Tuesday, April 22, 2025

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is Capricorn Woman by Naomi Akimoto! This is a really solid song, it sounds kinda familiar and catchy. That random interlude halfway through was unexpected. Also really love the cover in this vid, colors, lighting, pose, hair, everything is stunning.

the pervasive and never ending feeling of cringiness

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