Sunday, July 13, 2025

Ts is so random but has anyone else had to tell themselves repeatedly like "they won't hate me" to try to reassure yourself every time you wanted to text someone or am I just weird ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ man I have such a complex about talking to ppl (esp first) I always think I'm bothering them ๐Ÿ˜ญ 

This problem used to be way worse for me since the beginning of the school year I just finished lol, got a bit better about it now tho ๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿ‘ 

SAD is the gift that keeps on giving. Smh my head 

Saturday, July 12, 2025

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is The Star, To You 17 Years Old by NASTYONA! This is so bittersweet :( The beat/melody of this song is very comforting and familiar. 

bro how are other people able to be so free and emote and stuff ๐Ÿ’” like doing silly voices/faces, voice inflection, etc. just being able to express themselves in a variety of ways. i feel like some sort of robot that's trying to blend in with everyone but failing miserably ๐Ÿ˜ญ idk. wish i could do the same but im so monotonous and timid in my actions and voice even when im trying not to be ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ˜ญ i probably come off as so cold and boring to others ๐Ÿซฉ 

Tuesday, July 8, 2025

tv girl

These people will see anything pink and blue and immediately shout out, "tv girl?!" "tv girl reference?!" and there are dozens of these comments.. even when the art is obviously not ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ and then there are no comments abt the actual art just tv girl copy pastes ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” why does everything have to be tv girl smh my head. These artists are most likely just using complimentary colors bffr. 

Monday, July 7, 2025

Oops

Guys no posts again for like 3 weeks cuz im not at home ๐Ÿ’€ or maybe I'll post some things but not a lot... and probably no more song otds for a while too 

I know I just got back but uhm... yeah ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Wednesday, July 2, 2025

Song OTD

 I'm backk woohoo! Feels like I haven't done a song otd in weeks... omg and i just realized its july 2nd today whatt i thought it was still june somehow lol. anyway today's song otd is esper by mamerico! i like the lilting tone of the singer's voice... this song is so calm and nice. that cover is so cute too

the pervasive and never ending feeling of cringiness

 does anyone else struggle with immense feeling of cringiness in whatever they do. i have it so bad its not even funny. for example, when ta...