does anyone else struggle with immense feeling of cringiness in whatever they do. i have it so bad its not even funny. for example, when taking math tests i hate reviewing my answers cuz it cringes me out. when i write it cringes me out. looking at old art, same thing. i dont wanna see the things i did before again (even if i did it only 10 minutes ago). this feeling is a massive part of my anxiety i fear... why am i so cringed out by myself.. is it self hatred
even with this blog even though only 1 actual person is seeing it... a lot of the time when i post i just cant look at my blog for a few days or more and avoid it cuz of ts😭 how did i post 1+ times daily in the past bro. youd think the more i post the less cringe i'd feel but no. maybe its just cuz im making more posts talking about my feelings idk.
why am i so afraid to share my opinion 🤦🤦 tbh tho up until recently-ish i thought i dont really have my own opinions (still kinda do) but blogging is helping a little i think
desperately wish i could just adopt the 'to be cringe is to be free' mindset like other people it would genuinely change my life 180 degrees
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| need to become like this ong |
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| who wanna unlearn shame together |
me too but im not as bad i only cringe when i write something
ReplyDeletelooking at my writing is the most cringiest thing ever ong
idrc abt looking at my old art or my math scores tho like it is what it is
ive been hiding my interests my entire life except just this year like idgaf anymore i love being cringe and i love ymo
i wish i could even glance at my writing bro its so bad i was thinking abt making a post similar to this
dont be scared to share ur opinion im happy to just hear u say whatever
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