am i insane

 during the day, whenever im about to fall asleep but am fighting not to, i literally hear voices bruh 😭😭like indistinct voices talking and also random sounds and music like trumpet noises. it only happens like RIGHT before im about to succumb to sleep but it goes away if i snap myself out of it. what is this phenomenon... am i crazy or does this happen to a lot of people. this never happens at night only during the day

Song OTD

 

Today's song OTD is Purple Butterfly by Pairy Zou! Been getting into Chinese music lately a bit. This song is so beautiful and dreamy but still retains a touch of lucidity. I love Chinese r&b 

thanksgiving

hi im back chat i had another one of those phases where i loathe and dread checking my blog 🥀

anyway! bro thanksgiving is such an underrated and overlooked holiday ... i never hear about people who like thanksgiving

people & especially companies always skip over thanksgiving its halloween and then christmas 😭😭bruh I HATE FORCED CONSUMERISM🥀🥀🥀bro i do not want to see christmas trees on sale and listen to christmas music in NOVEMBER ITS STILL FALL!!!!

anyway thanksgiving is my favorite holiday i always look forward to it every year

i love eating turkey and string beans and everything. also thanksgiving is one of the rare times i can eat marshmallows

🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

i cant wait for thanksgiving ehehe only 16 more days to go 

 i cant believe i got a 99% in math this quarter bro

i had a 100% but i got a question wrong on the very last test 😭oh well. my math class/teacher is so goated this year ngl 

also its really really satisfying when you can just look a problem and know somehow what to do next its magical bro

old man yaoi fanart

 

i used to hate this show but i gave it another watch and i love it now 😍 sketched irv and burt for laughs and giggles. theyre so unc man 

today was fun bc i finished this book i was reading, listened to new music and watched shows, and i was so inveted in everything. bruh am i finally getting back into media ?!

im back

 im back bienvenue guys 

sighh vacation was so amazing but i feel really sad and bittersweet now that im back 😭😭

i was literally at the beach this morning and now i have to go to school tomorrow 💔 how am i supposed to go back after that.. tbh i cant wait for college apps to be done im gonna slack like everyone else or at least just not do work after school hours 

also btw i been trying to live in the moment like "be present in the moment" but its so hard ... each moment passes by so quickly and becomes just another distant memory... wtf.. i think doing this makes it feel like time is passing even faster 💀

i feel like im on a boat rn rocking on the seas as i write this on my chair rn bruh im still too vacationbrained 

anyway back to blogging again i missed yall