im back

 im back bienvenue guys 

sighh vacation was so amazing but i feel really sad and bittersweet now that im back 😭😭

i was literally at the beach this morning and now i have to go to school tomorrow 💔 how am i supposed to go back after that.. tbh i cant wait for college apps to be done im gonna slack like everyone else or at least just not do work after school hours 

also btw i been trying to live in the moment like "be present in the moment" but its so hard ... each moment passes by so quickly and becomes just another distant memory... wtf.. i think doing this makes it feel like time is passing even faster 💀

i feel like im on a boat rn rocking on the seas as i write this on my chair rn bruh im still too vacationbrained 

anyway back to blogging again i missed yall