Saturday, November 30, 2024

Innocent (Rouge)

 Guess who's starting a new manga again ahaga! Sorry Orpheus no Mado and Veil but I'll finish you another day.. someday.... I've been wanting to read this for a little bit tho. Here's the synopsis for Innocent: Innocent's story follows the Sanson family of executioners in France before the French Revolution, and centers around siblings Charles-Henri Sanson and Marie-Joseph Sanson. 

And for the sequel, Innocent Rouge: The eve of the French Revolution, 1772— The eldest brother of the Sanson family, Charles-Henri, has grown as an executioner, while his sister, Marie-Joseph, has been living freely in Versailles. But one day, Marie-Joseph's first love, a man named Alain, is killed by aristocrats...! This history of innocents plunges into the arc of the crimson revolution, Rouge—!!

The art looks good and I'm interested to see how the story might unfold. I didn't know Innocent Rouge was the sequel until just now so oops. Guess I'll have to read Innocent first then. I wonder if this was inspired by RoV in any way?

Here's Lady Oscar fanart made by Sakamoto Shinichi :) LO Slaying so hard fr! The detail in the clothing is insane. Anyways I hope this manga will be good!!! I don't wanna abandon another one 

bhughhjghh

 bro my ankles are so sore and i worked out for almost 2 hours today and it made the pain so much worse 😭it hurts to walk

Song OTD

 Whoops I completely forgot to post anything yesterday cuz I was so busy. Anyway here's today's song: Sukiyaki by Kyu Sakamoto.

It was actually called 上を向いて歩こう originally and was released in 1961. It was a #1 in Japan. And it spent 3(!) weeks at the top of American Billboard charts in June 1963. It's the only song made by a Japanese artist (+no English lyrics) to hit #1 in the US. I just think it's amazing how popular and significant this song was not only in Japan, but in other countries as well (like Mexio, Australia, Canada, etc.), esp when most wouldn't be able to understand anything in the song. Apparently the song was inspired by Anpo protests. Also Kyu, the artist, unfortunately died in one of the worst aircraft disasters in history at only 43 (Japan Airlines Flight 123 crash of 1985). Despite the tragedy surrounding this song I like hearing the stories of people who know and adore it for a number of different, personal reasons. It's amazing how music can transcend time, culture, language, and connect to anybody 

Thursday, November 28, 2024

4/29/2022

 I was ON IT that day 🔥🔥🔥Drew so much art. Here are the best ones :) Also it's kinda wild cuz years later I would see the pictures I referenced these from on Pinterest like wow I know that image!

Your Smile is a Trap

 Started this new webtoon/manhwa yesterday and I'm obsessed omg. These two are sooo freaking cute I love them <333 Their dynamic is refreshing and funny love love love 😍 Lily is just like me fr. I'm addicted. I already have so many screenshots of this so far I'm gonna fill up my storage by the end of this 😭

Song OTD

 

Today's song is 中央フリーウェイ (Chuo Freeway) by Yumi Arai! I lauveee this song omg the instrumental, vocals, lyrics, everything Yumi you slayed so hard with this song. Even tho it was released in 1976 it feels very timeless and the song is just so light and wonderful. A true masterpiece. 

Wednesday, November 27, 2024

arcane

 last ep of arcane absolutely killed me.. actually i was never super deep into it but man that ep felt like getting hit by a belaz 75710...... was trying not to cry for basically the whole ep 😭im gonna miss these characters ngl. also the art sooo so peak amazing heart wrenchingly beautiful

artt



thinking abt vintage cars+fridges again

imagine driving around in one of these bad boys... my dream. literally sooo pretty i love cute pastel cars


also on a similar note i also loveee vintage/retro style fridges... theyre so bright and colorful and one these would liven up a kitchen really nicely 

Song OTD


Today's song is La vie d'une femme (feat. Pauline) by Taisei Iwasaki!

Tuesday, November 26, 2024

kelppp

 i really wanted an oc duo named pepper and cricket a while ago and i made a bunch of designs. chat can someone help me pick 2 out


Song OTD

Today's song is too late for chocolate? by Kana Hanazawa! Itsumoo itsumooo ima dake shika nai sono kimochi chantoo chantooo kotoba ni shinai to wakaranai .. lived rent free in my head when I heard this song. tu tu tu tu too late for chocolate

OC Venus

 I was bored and I found my OC Venus from 2022 and decided to redraw her quickly :) Ngl it's really fun and refreshing to draw in a loose style 

Monday, November 25, 2024

Song OTD

Today's song is NEON 1989 by YUKIKA- omg I almost missed today's song by literally 2 minutes what a save

Sunday, November 24, 2024

roblos

played roblox for the first time like in a month woo wow we are so back ladies and gentlement !! hyayy

Song OTD

Today's song is Moonlight by Kali Uchis! This song always reminds me of Carlos Rivera bc of that one edit now... grahh I miss you Carlos :(((( 

Saturday, November 23, 2024

oc

obsessed with this oc for some reason shes such a girlfailure i love pathetic loser characters

food

 had 미역국 and 해물파전 for lunch i love life. why am i actually eating good today i even had breakfast..

Yet another batch of old art

My 2021 art I need to post all these in case my ibis acc ever gets deleted or lost or something ridiculous 

think this was inspired by the little prince
 i really liked drawing this one
ok actually this was def little prince fanart lol

another dtiys pretty sure
maybe ill redesign her
i remember being soo proud of
this concept and drawing lol
random wip also could redesign
bonus 2020 art! laughing at the anatomy

Song OTD

 

Today's song is Orange Hues by Aqualina! This song is kinda how I feel as it gets colder ngl. Also I was looking for autumn lofi and it was a little difficult cuz I kept coming across songs with jarring beats 😭

Friday, November 22, 2024

he eepy

 why have i been getting so tired around 10pm lately.. like my eyes feel exhausted and they hurt when i close them,, .. but when i finally go to bed i dont go to sleep until 12am. is this a sign to sleep more or what

Old Digital Art

the first digital art i ever made (i think)(maybe). also drew this with my finger. how goated is that. #ibispaint forevs

Song OTD

 

Today's song is Stevie Doesn't Wonder by Hotel Ugly. I forgot how much I love their songs .. Love this melancholy vibe 

smh my head

yall school was so horriblr today that it actually caused me to temporarily forget the beauty of nature. like wtf.... nature,,.. one of the 4 main things i live for.... school takes everything from me smh rn. also it was hella cold i forogt how much i hate winter sometimes. but at least the snow was pretty :3 did not expect snow in december even, let alone november 

Thursday, November 21, 2024

Song OTD

Ok technically this is a playlist not a song but I was listening to this yknow and classical music actually slays! I used to think it was too boring but I like it now :) maybe it's cuz of the music detox maybe it's because of my newfound appreciation for things but I'm happy I can truly enjoy music like this now. ALSO!!! The little paintings ARE SOOO GOOOD I especially love the one for the first song. How beautiful is that..., moment where painting is truly better than photography. 

Quitting.>!??!

Guys i literally only post song otds on here now... and barely anything else. even for song otds im like 'oh damn wait its 11pm and i didnt post anything! lemme look for a random song i liked really quick and post' 

Like.... i dont really wanna post if its just halfhearted song otds. im too busy to blog as much as i used to now 😭😭😢😫☹️😓😰

Wednesday, November 20, 2024

Song OTD

Today's song is Jellyfish by Michael Seyer - Manila Sunset / Sunset Rollercoaster! 
 

Tuesday, November 19, 2024

Thinking about the Lady Oscar VOLKS Super Dollfie Dream SD16 The Rose of Versailles Oscar Francois doll again...

 What a hell of a title lmao. Anywyays thinking abt this doll again man it's so gorgeous... but its 2k-4.5k based on which doll you get 💀💀😭😭why's it so expensiveeeeee urggg if anyone has one of these dolls and doesnt need it im here just saying .. 😁😉these are actually crazy tho the details on the face, the perfectly styled hair, the CLOTHESS all those intricate little details the sword with the little tassel on it 😭😭and the fancy looking packaging omg imagine owning one of these  

they cooked so hard with this..

this is the one thats 4.5k btw OMGGGG LADY OSCAR!!
goujd lady oscar is so cool imagine serving androgynous talented beauty like her ... i can only dream of being like that

Song OTD

Today's song is ice cream days by minji! I lauveee this song .. love when songs do the thing where you hear different things in different ears back and forth like in the beginning. man this song is just so beautiful

Monday, November 18, 2024

Song OTD

 

Today's song is Intergalactic Janet by Ley Soul

Song OTD

Today's song is Parlami (A Hundred Flowers) by The Vanished People. This song is such a vibe. Why does the beginning almost sound like something I'd hear in anj......
 

Sunday, November 17, 2024

Saturday, November 16, 2024

Dreams

Why can I never have a normal dream. Literally why. Little snippet of this dream I had, it was a little different from my usual but still weird, but actually if I modified it this could make for a story idea. 

Also drew some doodles from my dream that I can recall 

Song OTD

Paper Moon- Minuano
 

Friday, November 15, 2024

The Cellar

 Sooo I just finished this book today. And it was.... something 💀 Here's the premise: The Cellar is a thriller novel by Natasha Preston about a girl named Summer who gets kidnapped by a man named Colin, who calls himself Clover. Colin keeps Summer, who he renames Lily, and three other girls, Rose, Poppy, and Violet, in his cellar, where he forces them to be his “family” and abuses them. Summer tries to escape and hopes that her boyfriend Lewis will find her.

The plot drew me in because it seemed unique and interesting. But the actual book is kinda mid ngl. During the early/middle parts of the book I felt like the author was just putting in chapters from different perspectives because they didn't know what to put in for Summer's perspective on the book. Lewis's and Clover's chapters were also a bit boring. Many aspects of the book were stereotypical and cliche too. + This book seemed more romance than thriller, like I thought it would be.

Also, Clover is such a ridiculous and annoying character. He had such a boring predictable oh-woe-is-me backstory and is a hypocritical "OCD insane!!" incel typa guy. Man, the number of prostitutes he murdered (all bc his dad cheated on his mom with one during his childhood) in front the flower girls was insane. He's just super insecure and has hella mommy issues. 💀 And ofc he doesn't get caught at all somehow until Lewis figures everything out...

I did finish this in less than a day though because it intrigued me enough to want to know what happened next. The ending was a little bit underwhelming but whatever. I really wanted to know more about the other girls Summer was trapped with, what they were thinking. And the number of obvious grammar mistakes was a little weird, was there no editor?? Also!! This booked seemed sooooo repetitive. I felt like I was reading the same chapters over and over. Summer was always thinking the same things too. And it was annoying how they really couldn't come up with ANY way to possibly escape/hurt Clover, think the fear aspect was emphasized too much.

Anyways I don't think I would recommend this book to anyone. 5/10. 


Song OTD

 

Today's song is Mrs. Magic by Strawberry Guy! This song feels both melancholic and happy at the same time. Sounds almost ethereal. I could cry to this or listen to it after a mental breakdown ngl. Kinda feels like the beginning of autumn/the death of summer.

Thursday, November 14, 2024

Art, Fashion, & The French Revolution by lemoncholy

 

Has anyone seen this vid before. Watched it bc I was bored during school yesterday and bc the thumbnail looked amazing. It was pretty interesting actually. I forget that I love history when it's presented in a way that's engaging and not just forcing kids to memorize and spit out 60+ terms and 5 essays on the past :) Also a RoV page is briefly shown during this vid!! Rov omg!! Anyways yeah I love this vid super fun to watch. French revolution soo interesting. Vive la france!!

Song OTD

 

Today's song is I Wanna Be With You by Yurie Kokubu. A fun, uplifting, romantic sounding song! Love the vocals and how energetic this is. Also like the cover, the sky looks insanely beautiful

An Emotion of Great Delight

 Just finished this book and I wanted to write a review bc I have nothing else to post :) Also want to get better at analyzing critiquing whatever cuz I feel like I just sort of mindlessly consume content and don't come up with unique opinions or anything. 

Ok this book I'm just pasting a short synopsis I found: An Emotion of Great Delight is a searing look into the world of a single Muslim family in the wake of 9/11. It's about a child of immigrants forging a blurry identity, falling in love, and finding hope--in the midst of a modern war.

Overall I think it was pretty good and entertaining. I absolutely adore Mafi's writing style, it def stood out to me and felt a little more unique than other books I've read. It's very poetic and eloquent, beautiful and emotional. Her imagery is vivid as well, you can really feel the emotions of Shadi (the protag). I also enjoyed the little contradictions within the book; within the meanings of things, how character feel about each other, and in the writing/how characters feel about other things. I liked how romance wasn't the main focus in the book. Also loved the emotional turmoil and the drama..!! It was interesting, but a little frustrating to read sometimes. 

I wish there was more on the characters' relationships to each other though. Esp Shadi and Zahra, it felt kinda unfinished/too open ended. (And Shadi and Noah? He felt underdeveloped.) Also not sure on the ending of the book. I didn't expect it to finish that way at all. Don't really like it. And the book was way shorter than I thought I'd be. I flew through most of it today😭I think some topics maybe could've been explored further but idk. There's a lot of diff topics, like unhealthy family and friendship issues, mental health, betrayal, grief, loss, how people react to Muslims/hijabi after 9/11 (which I feel was maybe a little less mentioned as the book went on?? I thought it would mostly be about this topic when I went into it tbh), loneliness, and identity.

I'd give this an 8/10, it's an interesting and captivating book despite everything, love all the different themes and ideas within it. 

Wednesday, November 13, 2024

Song OTD

Today's song is Stan Getz & João Gilberto - Para Machuchar Meu Coração. Getting into Bossa Nova lately. This song is so calming & gentle ..

Tuesday, November 12, 2024

School doodling

 

I was bored in school so I drew Joe. Omg using the bad quality school mousepad to draw was hell 

Song OTD

She's so cute - song and lyrics by Amaiwana | Spotify

Today's song is She's so Cute by Amaiwana. Couldn't find it on YT so I have to use the Spotify link :((

Monday, November 11, 2024

Not enough time

 I'm going to implode bc there's so many things I want to do, so many hobbies I want to start and master, and theres not enough time to do them!!! I get it now... when people say they wish the days were longer. There's never enough hours in the day between school, studying, sleeping, things you gotta do every day, etc. Oh my gouddd bro I just wanna create stuff so bad I wanna learn how to do all these things like woodcarving, animation, sculpting, amigurumi/crochet, improve my painting/art skills, learn violin/take up piano again, also wanna do a sport like boxing/martial arts and learn more languages OMGGG I wish people didn't need sleep or something there's barely any time to do things!! Does anyone else feel like they're running out of time or wasting time 😭😭 if I cut down on my phone usage and procrastination issues tho I'd have a little more time for things I wanna do,,.. working on it fr. Also the days feel so short now I hate that it gets dark so early :(( summer come back to me!!

Song OTD

Today's song is 上海滬引 (Shanghai Rendezvous) by Amaiwana! I loovee this song..,, it sounds so familiar, its kinda soft and cute sounding, lovely vocals, love the retro vibe!
 

Sunday, November 10, 2024

I love drawing!

 

Starting to experiment with colors and whatnot. Pretty fun. I really want to master color theory and make artworks centered around detailed line art and beautiful color .. one day I'll get there

Song OTD

 

Today's song is 4Me 4Me by Malcolm Todd. Idk what it's called but I love this type of vibe in music. Also the intro part before the song starts is wild 💀 actually this whole MV is. Malcom you crazy 

we are so back

 life is good again :D song otds are coming back!! whoohoo!!

how i feel after listening to music again btw

Saturday, November 9, 2024

I give up 😜😋😍🥰🙌

 decided im done with the no music thing. finally!! once it hits nov 10th im plugging my headphones back in and opening spotify. im so excitedddd. i think its pointless to go for the whole month bc i literally cannot avoid music anyways and life is just so much better with music. one of the world's greatest pleasures. itching to listen to songs.. even with this short break im sure music will sound better than it did before i started this challenge. 

Painting OTD

 

This painting is by Aziz Sulaymanov. I love the high contrast between the whole painting and the cherries, and the contrast within the cherries themselves. This painting looks so shiny and juicy and smooth and edible. Love the rough brushstrokes and subtle color changes! Also found his website and omgg love his other art too! In many of his paintings, the style is pleasing to the eye imo. Aziz Sulaymanov – Official Gallery and Store | @azizsulaymanov | Азиз Сулайманов

Friday, November 8, 2024

Painting OTD

Today's painting is by Frédéric-Pierre Tschaggeny - Young woman with parrot (1872). Gorgeous colors! The skin looks so alive and I love the vibrant blue cloth and soft, warm white/yellow shirt.

new art yippee

 

trying out new brushes. love doing random lil sketches!! these almost make me feel like im drawing on paper again

im dying

 yall its literally only been 4 days since my "music ban" but im dyingg 😭💀🙏i wanna listen to music soooo bad omgg can it be december already??? the worst part is im ~technically~ still listening to music every day 💀 cuz my teachers will play songs n stuff or some yt vids have music its literally impossible to 100% avoid music. also the fomo is hitting hard with my spotify weekly discovery ... what if there was a song on there that would change my life or be a new fav... and i missed it.........?!?! i miss music 😭😭😭like ik i did this to myself lmao but wdym i cant listen to songs while drawing or studying or aaanyyything??!

literally me rn

Song OTD

  Today's song is Summer Breeze by PIPER! Why do summer themed songs always slap?! This song feels so light and breezy just like the tit...