im dying

 yall its literally only been 4 days since my "music ban" but im dyingg 😭💀🙏i wanna listen to music soooo bad omgg can it be december already??? the worst part is im ~technically~ still listening to music every day 💀 cuz my teachers will play songs n stuff or some yt vids have music its literally impossible to 100% avoid music. also the fomo is hitting hard with my spotify weekly discovery ... what if there was a song on there that would change my life or be a new fav... and i missed it.........?!?! i miss music 😭😭😭like ik i did this to myself lmao but wdym i cant listen to songs while drawing or studying or aaanyyything??!

literally me rn