bruh this is something i think about sometimes but i wonder why ive never been bullied 💀cuz many quiet kids ive seen have gotten bullied to some extent. i do get comments/jokes about me being quiet/shy or telling me im so talkative in a sarcastic way but otherwise people just dont gaf about me. i think its better to be ignored than be outright bullied so im happy tho. ig this never happened to me bc im just that quiet or cuz i went to good enough schools where most people are generally nice cuz ive never seen anyone else get bullied before either.
but looking back i feel kinda regretful bc even tho im so quiet and insignificant, sometimes people would still try to include me for no reason 😭😭like i had chances to maybe make friends even as a quiet person.. but im such a boring chud with nothing to say so nothing ever came out of it or the person would find more fun people to hang out with
also something else i wonder. will i ever fit in anywhere💔like i dont feel any deep connection to the schools ive been to etc. bruh i dont think ive even ever had a friend group before. except in 2nd grade? im just going through life like its nothing. many times i dont even feel like a real person tbh. like whats the point of my life. even my passions are fading away. i dont think ill ever belong anywhere or to anyone😭i wish i wasnt mentally ill. how different would my life be ,,, . . what does it feel like to be a regular person bruh. these people's normal is something i can only dream of
really bro. i thought quiet ppl usually just get ignored and forgotten abt. i didnt know that many ppl get bullied cuz ppl are generally nice.
ReplyDeletei think u will find ur place someday. having no friends does absolutely detrimental damage to ur brain when ur a teenager. but i promise its possible to change! but u gotta put in the effort lowkey im ngl. that kinda sucks i know. but its better than having nobody. we gotta struggle to gain friends </3 but it gets easier overtime.
just keep talking to people. and when ppl talk to you actually listen to what theyre saying. and even if ur not interested respond back in someway thats unique everytime and not just thats crazy in a row.
sorry for that dumbass advice 😭😭 but i swear it will happen to you one day. u will find that friend group next year cuz i will be inviting you in
thanks youre the goat fr 🙏 i just like to complain sometimes sorry if its repetitive💀i hope ill change a lot more as an adult now :D i hear lots of stories like that so .. maybe it can happen to me too
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